I miss you a lot
I miss you a lot
I shouldn’t have left
I wish I had thought
I wish I had loved you
I wish I had cared
I wish you were here
I wish I were there.
I wish I had tried
To make things work
I wish I wasn’t
Such a selfish jerk
I wish I had loved you
I wish I had cared
I wish you were here
I wish I were there

As long as we are both alive
And squishy, flawed, uncompromising
You know full well I will be
In love with you so hopelessly
And asking you to take me back
Is such a selfish load of crap
My desperate imperfect plea
Oh won’t you please grow old with me?

I wish I could
Apologize
For all the hurt
And all the lies
The promises
I couldn’t keep
All the times
I didn’t weep
We’re not who we
Were dreaming of
But now that push
Has come to slug
We’ve been through hell
So many times
I need to change
I need to try

As long as we are both alive
And squishy, flawed, uncompromising
You know full well I will be
In love with you so hopelessly
And asking you to take me back
Is such a selfish load of crap
My desperate imperfect plea
Oh won’t you please grow old with me?

If I come home, will you please marry me?
Life without you’s fucking scaring me
Don’t know how I left so readily
Who will share a twin sized bed with me?
I can fix my selfish tendencies
We’ll cope with our codependency
Insecurity and jealousy
Life without you’s fucking hell to me

As long as we are both alive
And squishy, flawed, uncompromising
You know full well I will be
In love with you so hopelessly
And asking you to take me back
Is such a selfish load of crap
My desperate imperfect plea
Oh won’t you please grow old with me?